First you should know, i hate trying to describe myself. If i manage to write down anything that sounds even relevant to what I'm actually like, it takes up six hundred pages, and i always think I'm leaving something out, but I'll try....
I am a random crazy person with a strange obsession of mysterious, black clothing. I LOVE adventure, any kind of weapon, having fun, reading, walking in the woods, black, mystery, books, movies, and i want to be an actress. I like listening to other people, laughing, making others laugh, and being strong in my faith, Christianity. I've taught myself to kick but and believe i can do ANYTHING if i try! I like to draw and write, but i don't think I'm that great...Did i mention i have no self esteem?
Cellie describes me as:
a flurry/tornado/whirlwind combo-thing of witty sarcasm and weird voice impersonations, that absolutely despises her artwork even though i am utterly convinced that she is one of the best realism artist known to man, and she must be insane for letting me answer the question of 'Describe me in one sentence.'
Okay, so...basically-- My art suckeths of late. I think mostly it's because I really don't feel motivated to draw. I need practice in both simple sketches and photo-manipulation.
Now I know previously I have opened this option up and not finished, but this time I actually have a bit of time to do it!
So--- Requests? Art ID's? Headshots? Commissions? you name it, I'll see what I can do. No promises, only because I know my art isn't that great and I don't want to let anybody down....
ASK AWAY!
Thanks guys!
I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all I dream of
Is waking to you
Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what I'm missing
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you
Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'les I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel
Waking up to you never felt so real
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
'cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real
I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away
Oh how I adore you
Oh how I thirst for you
Oh how I need you
Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'les I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel
Waking up to you never felt so real
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
'cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real
Breathing life
Waking up
My eyes
Open up
Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'les I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel
Waking up to you never felt so real
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
'cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real
Oh how I adore you
Waking up to you never felt so real
Oh how I thirst for you
Waking up to you never felt so real
Oh how I adore you
I...
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real...
hey girl, thought of you and wondered have you ever heard of the band Fireflight? they're a Christian band and i thought you might like them ^^ just thought i might mention them to you in case you haven't heard of them ^^
YES!
They are awesome! The lead singer is just soooo cool!
And i'm really sick of all those comments on the bottom like 'They sing some christian songs but they are not Christian' and that whole debate. Really annoying me. >< Just because you are a Christian band doesn't mean /all/ your songs are about God. Anywho, I /really/ like them a looooooottt! I love their song Unbreakable the best so far..... The lead singer is so cool. I think I'm going to paint her or something >>
No, it's in Readington. There are loads of animals there and hopefully the girl got my phone calls to set up a schedule so I can work there permanently.
I'm okay, worried...Tired. Just going to work a whole bunch and then hopefully go to an amazing college! I'm just doing community right now ><
Hey, It's Nat.
...(Obviously)....
...
I'm okay. Last night we rode home late. I told you to call at 11, 11:30, but it was futile anyway since my phone was off after I got home. I had to sleep because of an early dance class :/
I AM SO SORRY!
I listened to your messages while in class and /couldn't/ dance for the rest of the day, i felt so bad that you had worried. They even took me away from my typical position at the other end of the demonstrating barre because my mind was so much elsewhere I couldn't do even the /simplest/ dance routines. When we went center I failed..epically....To the point where my /MOM/ was like 'Holy /SMOKE/ Nat, what's /wrong/ with you? that was /awful/."
I will be home tonight, and hoping that you will call. I'm so sorry! I promise that will /never/ happen again as long as I can help it/ it is within my power. If there's anything I can do to make up for it let me know--
Thanks :(